A lot of time has passed since my last entry... 2 months to be exact. And a few days to it. Everythings been so down and then so up again... I wish i could say it was confusing, so that I wouldn't understand what the fuck was going on. I'm in the states, again, for the summer.... And its going to be a VERY boring summer. I was supposed to go to a party with my old bestie, a jaanip2ev's party. You know, the day of my namesake's. BUT it turned out, that they held the party LAST WEEKEND! JAANIP2EV ISNT UNTIL THE 24TH OF JUNE YOU FUCKING NIMRODS!!!! For fuck's sake T.T

I broke up with for reasons that I don't want to get into. Hell, she hates me. I know she does... i just hope that one day she'll talk to me again, normally.... I miss you...


But then, like the bastard I am, i found a new girl. Shes been in sight since the beginning of the schoolyear... So yeah, i guess it is right to label me an asshole. But I don't care... Label me as you want =3


Well, as I said, my summer's gonna be SO VERY FUCKING DULL. Turns out i still have to do drivers-ed, so basically 22nd-26th of June i'll be in drivers-ed. No matter, that i've been driving since the beginning of last summer... And i got a job. Well, 2 jobs. I'm starting in the food business. More like Papa John's Pizza . Gonna start out taking orders n shizzle. Thats gonna be like... 4 days a week, evenings, untill 10 pm. And then I'm gonna go to some Auto Bodyshop, cleaning, waxing and rubbin cars to a shine. Wax on, wax off and i'll be a fucking karate master at the end of the summer....

Meanwhile, GET THE FUCK BETTER... :/ I feel sorry for her... Shes on antibiotics, and its the end OF JUNE.. Shes missing out on her summer... :/ Honey, get well soon.

In other news, i'm getting a new lens. Finally. But i'm paying for it myself, so it kinda makes sense. The Canon EF 28-135mm f/3.5-5.6 IS USM. I know, it has minor lens-creep and -shake, but it doesn't bother me Its a must buy of the summer, for me. I MIGHT be getting the 50mm f/1.8 II. Its cheap. If it disappoints me, it wouldn't matter that much.... Reviews for it are also.. Odd. Some are praising it like it were the best sushi evar, and others are like.. "meh, piece o crap done gotten me poop", if you understand the expression...

But yeah... Hopefully going shopping today, need new clothes for work.
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Over and out for now. Every time i try to update this, it freezes up. I'm amazed i could recover it. I think devArt should make a system like blogger has... or something.

Oh yea, one more thing. Prototype is starting to suck ass.... I no-lifed it, for a while.... if i would have been into it a bit more, it would have made me choose, sex or games, sex or games sex or games... But sorry, gaming is a seperate part of my life, irl comes first